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以上是日本电影《恋空》的剧照。是部非常感人的爱情片。以前看了一些日本电影都觉得很深奥难懂，不知道到底在说些什么。这是我看的第一部让我如此感动的日本爱情片。所以我强烈推荐一下！

介紹
きみは幸せでしたか?
全国が涙したせつない物語が待望のDVD化!
原作:美嘉「恋空~切ナイ恋物語~」
脚本:渡邉睦月
音楽:河野 伸
監督:今井夏木
主題歌:Mr. Children「旅立ちの唄」
挿入歌:新垣結衣「heavenly days」
新垣結衣 三浦春馬
香里奈 / 臼田あさ美 中村 蒼 波瑠 深田あき 山本龍二 / 麻生祐未 高橋ジョージ 浅野ゆう子
小出恵介

里面都是些年轻的演员。我挺喜欢结衣MM的，很可爱的一个小女生，也没有什么负面的新闻。她出演的日剧《父女7日变》我也很喜欢看。而另一主演三浦君我一开始看着眼熟，就是没想起来到底是在哪里看到过他。想啊想啊，终于发现他就是《极道3》中的那位同学。说实话，《极道3》我只下了第一集来看，就没再下了。一是除了春马，就没看到其他帅哥了，远没有1和2来的养眼。二是感觉模式都差不多，1和2都看的耳熟能详了，最后总是老师拉下辫子来解决事件……虽然说看到网上说第一集的收视率很高，但是我真的是没有兴趣再往下看了。就算看我估计也只会看有春马同学的镜头了吧，哈哈～春马在《恋》中的银发造型真的是很扎眼啊，跟之后的黑发造型相比我觉得银发造型帅气很多，而黑发造型给人一种稳重成熟的感觉，完全看不出来他还是个90年的孩子……（感叹：偶老了……）春马同学的演技真的很不错啊，结衣MM的演技也进步很多，是个非常敬业的演员呢！（据说有场哭戏，为了拍不同角度，结衣MM足足哭了有3个小时，可怜的孩子……）至于小出惠介，到很后面才出来的，演了个可怜的好男人……

我不会写什么影片简介的，我总觉得好的内容是需要大家自己去看去体会的，看了内容，知道了结局就没意思了，是吧？能介绍一下的就是演员和脚本背景了。脚本的话，说是来自于现在日本年轻人中非常流行的手机小说，主人公的原型是在现实中真有其人的哟～没想到现实中也有如此的爱情呀～以前看的一部黑暗系日剧《小步》也是手机小说改编来的，我也很爱看，尤其是大爱他的主题曲，找了好久终于被我找到了（貌似偏题了）。

OK，就说到这。有兴趣的朋友就自己找来下着看吧，容易感动的女生要在旁边准备好纸巾哟～我是差点就被感动的稀里哗啦的了……

日志标题：我的毕业典礼
发表时间：2008-4-29 17:21:00

终于毕业啦～去了学校另一个鸟不拉屎的校区参加我的毕业典礼。如果是在CITY多好啊，能去很多地方拍毕业照。在这个鸟不拉屎的校区只能去几个有限的花花草草的地方拍。虽然说人多很热闹，但是学校还是要在最后捞个一笔的。买张和校长握手的照片就要35块， …如果要把毕业证书镶起来的话79－95不等……那个黑啊……我只订了张照片，那个相框什么的我还不如自己去买个呢，比学校卖的便宜多吧～这次来的有娘娘，Neil和露露姐姐。废话不多，上照片。

毕业服装……那个披在肩上的是紫红色的，是我们Nursing（护士）专业的颜色。每个专业毕业服装的披巾颜色都不一样的，呵呵

和娘娘、表弟的合照

和露露姐姐的合照

Neil还拗造型来

这个造型拗的更厉害了（神童造型，哈哈）

朋友们

毕业典礼现场，那些都是教授级人物

嗯，总的来说毕业典礼还是印象很深刻的，毕竟也许一生就这一次了吧。如果下次有空的话去我准备去参加朋友在CITY的毕业典礼，嘿嘿～

I'm feeling a bit sad today when I think of a patient. I think the ward I'm working at now could be a sad ward because everyone get cancer or some blood disorders. They can die pretty quickly and instantly. Some of them are for pallitive care that means we just need to control their pains. If they will die, at least they can die without suffering in pain. That is maybe why I found most nursing staff likes to joke around and stay in a positive mood. Otherwise, it's really gonna be a tough job.

Yeah, I mentioned one of my patient. I'll just call him Mr. X. I've seen him last month, he was looking fine though he got cancer. The only problem I know is he got pain every time he moves his legs. Well, that is gonna be a hard one to treat cuz it's a moving pain. And he couldn't weigh bare though he could move his legs. He needs 3 nurses to transfer him from bed to chair. He's a nice guy and always be appreciated about what we have done for him. He's not too old, about mid 50s. I don't know why he's never been married (Well, it's another subject XD). After a few days, the doctors found out that he has a cord compression. So they decided to do an operation on him. After the surgery, he went straight to ICU (or HDU, I can't remember). I haven't seen him since. About two weeks later, he was transfered back to our ward. Then we saw that massive surgical wound at his back. the wound was oozing a lot, non-stop. We had to use lot's of combines to absorb those discharges. He looked a bit different than last time I saw him: he's on an air matress, connected to those IV fluids, and is a full care. He couldn't get out of bed at all. But the good thing is, he is still cheerful and very nice to us. He even had Chemotherapy afterwards. Yesterday, he really started to go downhill.  He became drowsy but still arousable. He would open his eyes for a few seconds when we called him, and then he would go back to sleep again. Those doctors ordered so many IV fluids, and his eyes are puffy, and his scrotum is like a blowing balloon. Every sign is say: he is overloaded by those IV fluids. He's having so many pressure areas on his back and feet because he is always on his back. His wound is a little bit better, at least it is not oozing much. But it still looks terrible because those pressure areas are like bits and pieces. They are all over his back. Now, today we found that he actually has got pitting oedema. Mr. X. has got so many IV fluids pumped into his body but he has not voided yet. Imagine that! They did the bladder scan and found the urine was more than 1 litre remained in his bladder!Gees~ That is a shocking number! Then they put the IDC in but not really draining that much. Better than nothing anyway. You can even see those fluids in his eyes. So my team leader thinks that Mr. X. had enough of those IV fluids and asked the doctor to stop it cuz he is so obviously overloaded. and the doctor agreed. Moreover, those fluids didn't do much good for him anyway.

When every time you look at Mr. X., you will just say, "Poor thing!" We all feel so sorry for him. He shouldn't have had that bloody operation in the first place. Now I think he is more likely to die with such a discomfort. Furthermore, he will also die with that terrible surgical wound which those surgeons had resutured early this week. Every time I walk pass that room, I can't help myself stop feeling sorry for him. But that's life, he is dying obviously. The ridiculous thing is, the doctor refused to stop his IV antibiotics which we have suggested him to. The doctor just said, "That's his only chance." For goodness sake, for what CHANCE? He got NOTHING to fight for!! Why can't we just leave him in peace and make him go more comfortably?

Yes, we are nurses. We are supposed to be 'professional'. But we are also human beings. We are watching those very sick patients going downhills in front of our eyes. If anyone says they feel nothing, they must be telling lies!

因为最近比较累，一大早出门，下班回家要做饭把自己喂饱，然后就想睡觉了（因为现在每天都是早班，但是我又不是一个Morning person），所以都没怎么踏足更新这里。趁现在我还有力气，就快点上来更新啦，嘿嘿～

想起来我似乎还没介绍过我工作的医院呢。现在就稍微介绍一下吧。我现在工作的医院在二战时期是个军队医院，战后就专门开放服务那些退役或者老兵的。90年代的时候才刚刚向所有公众开放。但是这个医院没有妇产科，所以是看不到什么小孩和新生婴儿的。医院曾经大力整修装潢过，但是有历史意义，所以还是保持着战时医院的外型。而且现在还是保留着许多对于老兵的优惠政策，还有专门的部门负责。医院靠海，所以有些房间风景还是不错的，我现在工作的科室的staff room（员工休息室）的view就很不错，下次拍张照放上来给你们看一下。下面的照片是医院的大概样子

这张是医院的中文版宣传做private patient（私人医院病人，就是用自己的私人健康保险）的单子

刚刚看到一个女生的博客，谈到了她在愚人节那天耍了好多人。让我想起了愚人节那天一个同事对她朋友的恶作剧。我和那个同事同一个时间break（休息），我进staff room的时候看到她在打手机，还在那里狂笑。她打完后就跟我说她耍了她朋友。她告诉她朋友她男朋友像她求婚了，她现在等于差不多engage了（和她男朋友订婚），然后我同事的朋友就在那里很惊讶，然后非常非常开心，一个劲的祝福我同事什么的。后来我同事就把实话和她朋友说了，她朋友听了又好气又好笑，说以后再也不相信我同事告诉她关于什么订婚的事情了，哈哈。

这个礼拜我上6天班啊，555～明天最后一个早班了，星期天终于可以休息啦～要带Leo同学去参加狗狗聚会，去海边游泳哟～可是天气预报说星期天会下雨……唉，希望老天保佑，带Leo去游泳的时候天晴一些吧……

一转眼，又到了Easter Day（复活节），感觉去年的Easter似乎就发生在昨天一样。不过估计今年long weekend我哪里都去不了，因为我和Owen都没空，要上班。像今天是Good Friday我都上班呢，下个星期一也照常上，谁叫医院是个24小时运作年中无休的地方呢？节日什么的跟我们根本无缘，说不定我们还会忘记，哈哈～今天上班NUM不在，In Charge Nurse是个Senior，叫Kate。她还很有心的为每个护士都准备了一份复活节小礼物——一小袋包装很可爱的吃的。里面有动物图案的小糖，饼干也巧克力（复活节必不可少的东西）。实物如下图所示：

看到包装上的那个可爱黄色小鸡了吗？我看着觉得眼熟，似乎国内也有呢，好像还有一排的那种，呵呵，很怀念啊～在这里谢谢Kate了，饼干很好吃哟～不过这袋都是甜食，吃完嘴里都是糖的感觉-_-|||就好像鬼佬的蛋糕一样。我不禁感叹，鬼佬真能吃甜的！！！

下个星期一也算公众假期，估计下次发工资数目应该不错吧（偷笑）。虽然今天病人很少，因为放假的关系都尽量排在放假前出院了。我们这个团队这边只有9个病人，但是不知道为什么，还是没怎么停过。我不能碰那些central line（就是中心经脉导管）,也不能做chemo（化疗），所以那些病人大多数的口服药都是我发的，打针也是我打的，而另一个RN就作些line changing（换那些静脉导管），化疗和输血。有两个病人早上的药多的那个放药片的medication cup都快满了（好像有十六到二十粒那么多），好可怜啊～后来在换班交接的时候，说我们这边的病人的情况似乎都没什么，但是我们自己都觉得奇怪，怎么就能忙得没怎么停过呢？汗～

下个星期一再接再厉吧，我在肿瘤科第3个星期～对了，我毕业典礼的时间知道了，是4月23日，星期三下午，讨厌的是只能邀请三个人，因为学校最多给每个人三张票。跟头说了，班也换好了，变成星期六要上班……不过之前还是有4天连着休息的，哈哈～～爽啊～